all my life

all my life I had a dream about you, I don't even know who you are.
But you have been with me my intire life.
In my nightmares, you guided me out to a safer place.
When I felt cold, you kept me warm.
When I felt sad, you took me in your arms.
When I felt sick...you sat right next to me.
I don't know who you are...but you are special to me.

coming out

I was talking to a friend, and he made me realize something.
If you are true to yourself, you don't need to stay in hiding.
I have been hiding my feelings, dreams and passions.
I have been thinking about my love ones, there for I kept a big part of me silent.
A part of my soul was missing.
But I need to do something now, I can not keep this from anyone anymore.
I am who I am, no matter what anyone thinks.
I am honest, I am a good person... and I don't have secrets no longer.
I am a witch!... a wiccan.
And no I don't use the dark magic... although it lurks around every corner and trying to seduce me to take a quick glimps.
I know what it will do to a person...and I stay away from it.
I just have to learn to trust... to trust in my own doing and knowing.
My feelings and senses tell me what to do and what to look for.
I have my gardian spirits around me.... finally... I am here.... finally...I can start my life.